Khloe Kardashian blames herself for marriage collapse

OHMYGOSSIP — Khloe Kardashian holds herself responsible for the demise of her marriage to Lamar Odom. The reality star feels like she “failed as a wife” and drove Lamar away with her “tough love”.

“She hates that place so f**king much because in her mind, she failed. Can you believe she thinks she failed as a wife? She was crazy in love with Lamar and thinks she failed him because she couldn’t make him get off drugs,” an insider told HollywoodLife.

“She thinks she was too hard on him and pushed him away when all she was trying to do was bring him closer when he was at his worst.

“She’ll never admit that, but it’s so true,” says the source. “It’s Khloe. It’s her fabric and it’s who she is. She really didn’t want to leave Lamar but she had to. She had to for her soul.”

Meanwhile, Khloe wants to be as open and honest as possible about her split from Lamar on KUWTK, but that doesn’t mean she’s going to bash her ex on national television.

“Khloe has NO intention of speaking badly about [Lamar],” a source close to the reality star told.